Where abiding meets becoming.
Genesis 32 describes Jacob alone at a ford, wrestling an unknown figure until dawn. He doesn't win. He doesn't lose. He walks away marked — limping, but blessed.
Attend is Jacob showing up alone in the dark — present to what is actually there, before he knows what is coming.
Receive is the wrestling — where the text meets you, resists you, or marks you somewhere you didn't expect.
Carry is walking away changed. The text goes with you into ordinary life. Formation is not insight retained — it is a person altered.